My Ana Thoughts

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41) When I look at old pictures from when I was a child I always start to cry at the thought of that little, innocent, child turned into this big mess.

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40) I’m completely alone and I’m scared as hell.

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39) The pain inside of me won’t go away. No matter how hard I try to get rid of it.

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March 11, 2012

38) Who could ever love someone like me?

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February 29, 2012

36) No one gives a shit. Thats the truth. My mom cleaned my bathroom and found the ring of bile inside my toilet from puking. Both my parents have found diet pills and scales, and watched me count calories and skips meals. What do they do? Shrug if off. Probably just a phase, that you know, has been going on for quite some time now…

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February 29, 2012

35) Every time he says he can’t hang out or doesn’t have time for me all I can think is that it’s because he thinks I’m too fat.

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February 28, 2012

34) I told my friend that I got problems with food. Yet she still makes jokes about me being fat. I’ve started to think that there’s only truth in her “jokes”.

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February 28, 2012

To all of my lovely followers:

If you ever need someone to talk to, send me a email: myanathoughts@live.com
I’m always here for you guys if you need someone to talk to! Love, “S” xx

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February 28, 2012

33) The thing is that I don’t even enjoy hanging with my friends anymore. I’m such an ungrateful idiot, I should be happy that I still have them.

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February 28, 2012

32) After a huge fight i had with my parents, i was taken to a phyciatrist about my ED. As she felt my heart rate, a concerned look came over her face. her words still haunt me. ‘You need.to go to westmead hospital now or you will die of a low heart rate.’ upon my arrival, i was told i would be placed in a ward that treats people with anorexia. The worst thing is when you tell people that you have this disease and they say ’ why cant you just eat?’ but its more than that, its a mimdset. Even though i have recently gotten out, i still battle everyday.

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