My Ana Thoughts

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41) When I look at old pictures from when I was a child I always start to cry at the thought of that little, innocent, child turned into this big mess.

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March 11, 2012

38) Who could ever love someone like me?

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February 28, 2012

31) At new years I was at a friend of mines party and I met a boy there. I was going to go grab a drink and then I remembered that I had left my phone in of the bedrooms, so I went there to get it. When I came into the room I heard the boy I’ve met saying: “yeah, she’s like really, really pretty. But I think she’s chubby”. Since then everything has gotten worse.

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February 27, 2012

27) If I told anyone about my ED they would probably burst out laughing: I’m too fat to have an eating disorder

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February 27, 2012

26) Sometimes all I really need is a hug.

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February 27, 2012

25) My parents heard me throw up in the bathroom and then they had me sitting down with them. They asked me how I was feeling and if I was depressed. I just nodded and said “I’m fine”. No words can describe how much I wanted to break down and tell them the thruth.

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February 27, 2012

23) Whenever I feel like giving up I look at myself in the mirror and starve for x more hours.

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February 27, 2012

22) I would do anything to become skinny.

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February 26, 2012

18) I hate food

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February 26, 2012

17) Society is the reason behind all of this

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