43) I stayed home the entire weekend while all my friends were out having fun. Just so I could starve and workout.
My Ana Thoughts
42) Why ME?!
thegirlwithnoshadow-deactivated asked:
About that number 24... Maybe she figures that if she tries to change you, she might lose you. Maybe you'll retaliate or just get worse so she leaves you to it and is just there for you whenever you need her... I dont think she doesn't care, I'm sure she does. One of my best friends was bullimic and did heavy drugs but instead of telling her it was wrong I acted like nothing was happening because she had enough on her mind and I knew my friendship was all she needed from me, not senseless bull<3
Thank you for taking your time writing to me… One week ago the girl I wrote about (my bestfriend) said I was a freak and she told me that what I was doing is wrong. I know it’s wrong but still… She haven’t spoken to me since then.
So I don’t think she cares… Not at all and now I’m completely alone…
41) When I look at old pictures from when I was a child I always start to cry at the thought of that little, innocent, child turned into this big mess.
40) I’m completely alone and I’m scared as hell.
39) The pain inside of me won’t go away. No matter how hard I try to get rid of it.
38) Who could ever love someone like me?
35) This day has been a really bad one.
36) No one gives a shit. Thats the truth. My mom cleaned my bathroom and found the ring of bile inside my toilet from puking. Both my parents have found diet pills and scales, and watched me count calories and skips meals. What do they do? Shrug if off. Probably just a phase, that you know, has been going on for quite some time now…
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35) Every time he says he can’t hang out or doesn’t have time for me all I can think is that it’s because he thinks I’m too fat.
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